2012: What has power over me ? My fear of the AfterLife

When I was a kid, the first Death I witnessed was the one of my great grandmother.

I was 5, it was the strangest thing because I had not heard about death prior to that moment and then one day, Death was in the house.

My great grandmother lived in what is the Italian equivalent of ‘the projects’ in America, at the time apartments were built with a common balcony that run around all apartments of the floor and then they shared one toilet in the corner of the common balcony.

When they installed the toilets inside the apartments, a few years before I was born, it was an event, the toilet just had the toilet bowl and the water of a hand-held shower run directly into a hole in the floor.

I remember washing myself inside a basin that was filled with water from the boiling pan in the kitchen/lounge, the apartment had 2 rooms, the kitchen lounge and the bedroom, inside that apartment, during the war, there had been up to 6 people sleeping, all in one bedroom with one double bed and a single bed.

In my money schizophrenic life, I had a grandmother that by the standard of the time, was rich, she lived inside an apartment with 2 bathrooms (where I am actually living at the moment), one huge living room (almost as big as my great grandmother apartment), one big terrace, 4 balconies, one master bedroom and one study room and a livable kitchen, big enough to fit a table.

I did not like to live in my great grandmother house during the week when my mum was working, I liked the comfort of my grandmother home and not the poverty that you could breath inside my great grandmother home.

When she died, as it was customary at the time since she died at home, she was left on the big bed for people to come and visit (?) and pay their respect and say one last goodbye.

I couldn’t get around this story of Death, to me it was obvious that she was now an empty box, whatever was that gave her Life had gone, but I could not understand where did it go.

My mum said she had gone to Heaven, nobody knew where heaven was, which for a kid is confusing, because we are just learning that when you go to a place you must know where it is, instead for what concerned heaven everyone was happy to just point at the sky and say ‘it’s up there’.

I wondered how could Heaven be held up by moving clouds and not be visible, not even in the night, they had to turn on some lights, right ? So why didn’t we see them, why couldn’t they wave or stay in touch, what a way to behave, going away like that, no notice, when you go somewhere you have a schedule, you say your goodbyes and make plans for when you will see each other again, you know when you are going to leave, instead Death had no schedule, one day you were Here and the next you were in Heaven.

My great grandmother was very religious, she went to mass in the morning, every morning, and dragged me along, I did not like the church at all, churches are cold and designed to inspire Fear, everything is huge, the columns, the arches, the paintings of bloody saints and martyrs, beheaded, hanged, it’s definitely not a happy place, churches in Italy are cold even in summer, and all the people sitting and saying the rosary were puzzling, each one started and went at their own pace, mumbling the Hail Mary in latin, if I were God I would have liked specific and unique words to highlight my wondrous creation, not a chorus of boring rosaries, but at the time there was the point of devotion, reciting the rosary was a show of devotion, usually dressed in black, with the head covered and kneeling down.

So, since I was already brainwashed into the Catholic tradition from kinder garden, I knew the requirements to go to Heaven, my great grandmother fit them all, no one was worried about her post-mortem destination.

Still, once they left me alone in the bedroom with the corpse, while they greeted the visiting guests for which there was food to share,  I tried to pull her up, the death thing as a definite was not clear to me, so I whispered to her to stop it, that people in the other room were sad and believing she was no longer here, please pull yourself up. I did not have the strength to pull her up completely, I managed a half sitting position with humongous effort, she was cold and heavy even though she was skinny and frail by the time she died,  and then that point of trying to lift up a very heavy empty box, I could not get over the impression of being around an empty body.

When they came in from the other room, they screamed and shouted, I dropped her down, then explanations followed from my mother about Death, trying to make me understand that when someone dies, they are no longer here.

They sent the casket, put her inside and we went down to follow the funeral, we walked behind the funeral car very slowly, many people had come to see the funeral as she was loved and respected and considered a ‘good devout woman’, my mother was crying, she had been raised by my great grandmother, I understood crying at funeral was appropriate and even demanded, but I could not cry and felt guilty about it, I wanted to feel as sad as my mum, for support,  I even tried to think about sad things with no success, death had not yet hit me personally  as something  sad.

I have seen other 2 corpses in my life, one a friend of my uncle and then my uncle, I have missed all the other deaths of the family due to living abroad, the other 2 corpses I have seen left me with the same feeling, empty boxes.

It was easy for me to believe in Life after death, in a place where all the boxes contents had gone, because I saw it with my own eyes, only the body was buried, the ‘inside’ was no longer there, must have gone somewhere, Heaven was plausible.

I had more troubles with Hell, at one point in my Life I accepted Hell was ‘living in separation from God’, I gave up the flames of hell for the belief in a metaphorical hell of our own creation, I still held on to the belief that God was benevolent, only in my teenage years I was angry and questioned God, but found no sounding boards in Italy and the feedback was always the same, we can’t understand the BIG plan, in the great scheme of things we are insignificant, God has a reason for everything, one day we will understand it all. I gave in, they all believed it and they loved me, it must be so then.

But honestly I embraced this belief because I feared it might not be so, and I had no other explanation that made any sense, around the age of 13 or 14 I discovered there were other religions, WHAT ?? How can there be other religions ? But they reassured me, they have not yet heard of Jesus, only our religion is RIGHT, and they will go to Hell for what they believe. That was another point I had against Hell, why people who had not been blessed like us Roman Catholics to hear about Jesus would have to go to Hell ? How can you be punished for NOT knowing ? Rome was far away from the Middle East, to take just one example, they could not hear the Sunday bells (and all the other days bells), how would they know ?

Many beliefs about the afterlife were weird, I settled for the New Age ones, We are God, I am a Light Worker, Namaste, I salute the divinity in You.

Then I moved to Asia. They believed  really weird stuff !! They believed in the Hungry Ghosts coming to take bodies on a special Month of the lunar calendar, they suggested to not let the kids into the water during that time, body snatching happened more easily inside the water; they believed the afterlife was just like here and that there were days when the doors of this world and the Other World were opened up and gifts could be sent through fire, so a whole industry of paper replicas had developed for the offerings to the Other World,

this included paper money, credit cards, plane tickets, clothes, shoes, houses, mansions, paper maids (and thanks God for that or they would have burnt the Filipino people for real to send them to their ancestors),

of course even in death offerings there was a gap between rich and poor, the poor ones could barely send a paper house, maybe a simple 2 rooms one, the rich ones could send a mansion designed by an architect, the offerings could cost anything from 2 USD dollars to 1000 USD,  they even believed that if you were disabled here you would be disabled There, so they made paper wheelchairs to burn on the offering days. They had many Gods and they bribed them regularly with paper money offerings, The Chinese especially were never hypocritical about Money, they had the God of Wealth at the entrance of every temple because if you were in a rush that was the God you wanted to find the closest, they would kow tow, touching their forehead to the floor, in front of the God, make an offering to the Temple, have the temple keeper bang the drums to let the God know you were there and had paid the entrance fee and then they would detail their request. They believed as well that Heaven was as deceitful as here and as Hell, so everything they sent over they sent it with the specific address tag “Miss Chan…. The Other World”.

This left a big impression on me, this lack of trust was a point that bothered me, if you don’t even trust the Gods because they are spiteful and evil, who can you trust ? What kind of fear did they live with ?

More or less same as mine 🙂

Once I was convinced about the fact that there was in fact nothing clear about the Afterlife, I started to wonder where was the truth, who knew it and why it was not disclosed. What happened to us in the afterlife ?

When I met Desteni and discovered they were channeling dead people, I was not one bit surprised, there they were, the surprise was about what they had to say, in fact it was a shock, such was the shock that as I said in some of my other posts I could not take in on board at the first encounter with Desteni, I fucked around for another 2 years, between Matrix Energetics, Russian teachings of Grabovoi, shamans, healers and then the day that I was clear about having exhausted my options in self fucking (we chatted with my buddy last night and I said, if there was a job for that “experienced self fucker” it would have to be mine !), with the tail between my leg I went back to Desteni and accepted the truth, Self as origin taking responsibility.

I still fear the afterlife, not like before though, now I fear that I will indeed still be there/Here and will have to face what I have not cleared within this lifetime and not the opposite, as Bernard said once, death as in deletion would be a point of Mercy, what I did not get yet is, will we have access to this Mercy, because we have created a merciless world to which we stand One and Equal, will we be Equal to Mercy by the time we cross over ?

Will we have got the point that this is our creation and everything is happening as a consequence of our separation from everything that exists or we will keep the self fucking going to the point of mercilessness ?

One of my good Italian friend that I have introduced to the EMS said to me about Equal Money, “we will have to see if we accept that we deserve such a system” ! And I saw this point clearly, we are abusing ourselves and the world as an outflow of our belief in deserved punishment of ourselves and others, as the score keeping of our demented minds that having forgotten the separation don’t forgive themselves and others as themselves, having for-gotten that there are no others !

This world is our Self Expression, One Self Expression, the sum of our debts, suppressions, fears, beliefs, ideas, yes, crashing, humbling, makes us weep, but we can stand up and let go the ledger as the illusion that is keeping this reality alive, it will take the dropping of our masks, and the dropping of our debts, I have started to drop my debts through Self Forgiveness, so there is one less bookkeeper in the world and we may embrace the solution as the point of Mercy for ourselves and the World, One and Equal.

Let’s correct ourselves now to leave behind a world of No Fear that can be enjoyed by everyone Equally as an expression of who we are as Life and not who we are as a surviving, competing, evil species that is leaving behind a wake of Death and Destruction. This is NOT who we are, time to wake up and review our Lives while alive to realign to Oneness and Equality and What is Best for All without having to wait for the Mercy of Death. Imagine the surprise to discover that the real Mercy was in the Physical, within the substance that was always Here standing One and Equal to everything that exists, while we fucked with ourselves in endless time loops in and as our Minds.

Desteni

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2012: How I gave up Matrix Energetics to Stand up for Life

I was living on a tropical Island when I started to understand that the Matrix is Real, meaning we are living inside a system of information, the equivalent of a video game but Real.

I was coming from the teachings of Law of Attraction, another belief system I boarded on my trip to nothingness, so I still had a tail of teachings to get rid of about the overwhelming benevolence of the Universe.

I say those teachings are worth nothing and we should rid ourselves of all of them for the simple reason that they don’t work as a solution for All Humanity and even though I have deluded myself into believing that the Universe was benevolent and we came to this planet by choice and we wanted to experience everything and this is why everything was available, it’s hard for me now to believe that I bought into such crap, when I knew with absolute certainty I did not want to be born in Africa and starve, or be raped as a kid, or be born into violence, abuse or poverty, just for the fun of it.

So when I realized I was living inside a systematic reality, due to the observed  systematic behaviour of myself (and others)  that I was unable to change no matter what I tried, short of jumping on one foot and wearing a black cape at the same time, I looked for information on the web about who knew the Matrix was real.

The first people who seemed to have got it, of course, were computer geeks, as a computer geek you cannot but notice the systematic nature of reality, including asking yourself questions about the famous Fibonacci sequence/spyral, because if the Fibonacci sequence is at the base of everything and the universe is worked out on Mathematics, this reality is repeating itself and must be manufactured by someone for some reasons and we have just stepped onto the stage where we are all playing a part.

This was written by Shakespeare as well, in one sentence, Life is but a stage, but then the next question must be, who has written the play and why ?

The second people I found with truckloads of information on the Matrix up to the minutest detail was Desteni, but I got scared and decided I did not want to believe what they were saying, so I moved on looking for a Truth I liked and I could live and exist with.

This is how I found Matrix Energetics.

Matrix Energetics is a consciousness system, they advertise it this way, I was more or less aware by then that consciousness was the Creator of this reality and so were they, plus they offered to me the ability to hang on to my delusions about the benevolence of this Universe/Creator and I decided to sign up for their course in Miami.

A friend came with me, she too was going through some stuff on the tropical island where we both had ended up following a dream that we believed was our dream, just to find out one day that even the dream I had to live on a tropical island smoking pot all day, was not MY dream, I found a video by J.Jesus from the Desteni group that asked “do you dream about living on a tropical island smoking pot all day ?”, that created quite a crack inside me, but by that time I was already following Desteni closer and I had started to apply the tools they were teaching, fuck I didn’t even own a dream, talk about the illusion of possessions 🙂

Anyway, back to Matrix Energetics, we made it to Miami about 3 years ago, Matrix Energetics came out of ME, meaning literally ME/Dr. Bartlett, the “creator” of the system, another preprogrammed guy who had the ability to zap himself through astral planes and thought he could teach others what he was preprogrammed to do, which he could not, but he was (and I guess still is) extra clever and devised the perfect explanation.

I feel stupid now that I have to put it in writing because I believed it at the time and I can’t see how could I believe this, no I can see, I just explained it a few lines above, I wanted to believe it because the only alternative left for me was the plain no-sugar-coating truth of Desteni and I was not ready for it, so this is what he came up with, he said that no matter what happens after a session of Matrix Energetics, either one can see or have results, it doesn’t matter, we must just KNOW that a shift has occurred.

When I look at this sentence today I can translate it with a further explanatory note that fits the story better, if you can believe that no matter if you can see, experience or have a shift a shift has in fact taken place, than ‘anything goes’ and so please let me tell you about my purple polka dot squirrel that needs a kidney replacement for which I will indicate the ciphered bank account at the bottom of the page and you can proceed to deposit at your earliest convenience.

Because let’s be clear, Matrix Energetics is bloody expensive, you can check online the cost and I can say it almost rivals the Catholic teachings, selling the illusion of Heaven vs the Hell on Earth, because the rich will have to go through the Eye of the Needle while the poor, the starved, the battered, the raped can board the Heaven Express and take their eternal revenge on the ones that had fun here; Matrix Energetics teaches about an invisible wave, the wave of creation, that one can focus energy into an outcome and then collapse the wave using the two pointing technique, meaning uniting index and medium finger in a sort of imaginary wand, all properly invisible, just like Heaven.

Matrix Energetics sells air with a flair, because they are funny, I really enjoyed myself in Miami and then in San Francisco and then Seattle, pity they don’t have a full refund policy for the ones that wake up, just poorer, having Wizard status, but no Wizard powers and no way to get the money back.

As well I want to say that I’m sure they mean well, but they still ‘mean’, yeah ? And if Dr. Bartlett will put a hand on his conscience in Self Honesty, he, together with the Matrix Energetics believers and practitioners will have to ask themselves a few questions

  • why is he and his girlfriend Melissa looking sucked dry, like raisins, at such a young age ? Could it be their extensive participation in consciousness is sucking the Life out of them ? (Desteni explains this is how we die that’s why all the ones that die of ‘old age’ look like raisins or Demons, de-manned, less than man, sucked dry by consciousness that has we have accepted and allowed to replace Life)
  • why are they asking people to believe that a shift happens somewhere in the matrix when there is NO physical evidence of it ? And if a shift happens in a Universe with such evident abuse, who says it’s good for everyone, who says we are not just pulling the good side of the stick for ourselves leaving someone with the bad end of the stick ? And if they beLIEve this, could they please make the deposit for my purple Polka Dot squirrel as a testimony that we have Equality at least between each one of ours ‘anything goes’ fairy tales ?
  • why are they not considering the state of the physical reality where half of the world struggles and 1.2 billion people will die in 2012 of starvation and how can they reconcile their self-serving teachings with being ‘good people’ who want the best for Humanity?
  • why do they charge so much when they say they are teaching a tool to uplift Humanity but they must mean the rich ones only because the poor ones cannot pay between 150 to 300 dollars per session ? So are they meaning a tool to uplift Rich Humanity ? And why is there the need to Up-Lift in such a benevolent Universe ?
  • why do they use the term ‘wizard’ which is a manipulatory way to play on people’s desires for personal power and is encouraging Ego and specialness which is the reason why we cannot come together to do What is Best for All and sort out the planet for everybody ?

So, I was supposed to apply as a Certified Practitioner, I had bought myself that right and the certification was just a matter of time because for those that did not hear clearly, it doesn’t matter if a ‘shift’ happened, somewhere within the Matrix, a shift did happen, so I was just asked to write down a list of my experienced or imaginary shifts equivalent to a certain amounts of sessions (I think 60 or 30, I no longer have the manuals since I left them behind when I returned to reality) and I could get my certification.

I could charge up to 300 dollars per session, we have been through a ‘commercial training’ with a lady doctor who was charging that and was having a lot of success.

But Desteni was there in the back of my mind, Desteni had become my back chat :), rattling my chances for self dishonesty to the core and I did not go, could not go through with it. This is how I did not become a Matrix Energetics practitioner.

In summary, Matrix Energetics sells beliefs, they believe that if you believe and make someone believe (even though you can tell a client their belief is NOT required), someone will get better, and I have to agree, it’s the Matrix Energetics practitioners that get better, every day they practice they get richer, and isn’t this what is all about after all?

Give up your fake beliefs, get Real, join Desteni, it’s free, you’ll find the help you need to become Self Honest, to develop Self Trust, to learn how to become a responsible Human Being that cares for the World and for everyone Equally. We are coming together from all over the world to redesign a world system that will benefit All Equally, that will give access to the primary resource of Life on the planet at the moment, Money, because look at yourselves and have a reality check, are you practicing Matrix Energetics for free ? I rest my case !

Give up Self Interest for What is Best for All, you will lose only what is NOT real, you will give up nothing for everything, because when you stand as Life for Life you are working to become One and Equal to everything that exists, then you will no longer want to limit yourself to be just a mere wizard. The Magic is in and as Life. Stand up for Life !

Desteni

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Politics: our only chance to Real Change

I have been looking at this point regarding my repulsion for Politics and why myself and all the people I have been talking to would rather not get involved in politics or even talk about it, I have done a bit of investigation to be able to see  what are my/our perceptions and ideas about it that end up keeping us away from the only tool that could in fact change the world to what we say we want and wish it to become.

I have to start with my own personal experience of politics, because I know nothing else, I was born and raised in Italy where we have 4 languages, informal, formal, political language and legal language.

For the last 2 we need interpreters and specialized people to translate what it is meant by a policy or a Law, because the language of politics and of the Law is in fact not designed to be understood by everyone, when I grew up I ended up believing this to be ‘normal’, it was customary to watch politicians on TV talk about stuff we could not understand, never being able to hear a ‘YES” or ‘NO’  answer because everything was always like the oddest relationship choice on Facebook ‘it’s complicated’.

The Truth of the matter is that it is actually NOT complicated, it’s made complicated so we may all come to believe that politics is something out of our reach, that it belongs to the ‘politically gifted’, the diplomats, who are able to make us believe something that we know it’s not true, so basically we have been rewarding the gift of the magical speech, the one that keeps all enthralled and spellbound to promises of changes that never come true.

Here I am going to list the most used words in politics, who by the way have no foundation in the reality applied by the elected once they get elected, these words are the equivalent of Abracadabra and Avada Kadavra, the latest Harry Potter’s version of the same, meaning “Murders Opponent” which in fact it does, as the only hearing these words leaves us dead on the floor unable to see through the lies and the emptiness of what is proposed, here they come : FREEDOM, CHANGE, CHOICE, JUSTICE, FAIR, FAIRNESS, HONESTY, RIGHTS, LOVE (this is a heavy-duty one, used only sparingly for maximum effect), check within yourself and you will see, you have automatically responded positively to every single one of this prompting. These words exist within ourselves as passwords, they unlock our good feelings of ‘Hope” and desires for “solutions” that we dream about ‘hoping’ someone else will get to work and realize them on our behalf.

So, I have discovered I was prompted by my cultural upbringing and later on by my own ideas of what politics is and ultimately my judgements of it as bad and ineffective kept me away from politics, it was incomprehensible, unattainable, despised (by myself and the ones who have come to believe they will never be able to access it in any way whatsoever) and ultimately useless.

So, due to my own (induced by the system and accepted and allowed by myself) judgements of politics I have cut myself out from the political arena, I have given up my right to say that this world as it is, it’s absolutely unacceptable, instead, I, together with many others, have taken the opposition role, we take to the streets, we demonstrate, we shout and scream, set ourselves on fire, shoot ourselves and others for a political agenda that cannot be heard because politics happens in the place where we have decided we don’t want to go, inside the political arena, where policy agendas are written and voted, where the weight of the majority rules and can overthrow the existing status quo.

So, we need to review our perception of politics, here are a few examples of things WE DO NOT KNOW ABOUT politics:

If we got together and proposed a new Public Policy with enough people to make it the majority of people, which means half of the people present + 1 this is what would happen:

Public policy is authoritative. It means that the government has the authority to formulate and implement the policy. Authority implies legitimacy, and capacity or power. The government, therefore, has the general permission of the electorate as well as the means of implementing the policies. Thus, it also has the authority to enforce adherence to the policies. For example, if legislation has been passed by Parliament, it can be enforced by the executive and civil service, such as the police. (Botha and Kotze 2003:6)

Public policy (domestic policies) is mostly concerned with the allocation of resources. It determines how resources are distributed in society. Therefore, it means that decisions are made to determine priorities. Under democratic conditions, it also implies that procedures are used to determine how the allocations will be made and that those procedures are transparent and open to groups outside the public sector to be used. In non-democratic situations it is confined to the public sector. (Botha and Kotze 2003:6)

Public policy is always limited by the scarcity of resources. It means that there are always more needs in society than the resources available to address them. Because of the scarcity, public policy is about determining priorities and about how best to achieve the policy goals of the party/government with the limited resources. It implies that policies should be evaluated or assessed to determine how successful they were in terms of achieving the policy goals. Policy analysis is therefore an integral part of public policy planning and evaluation. (Botha and Kotze 2003:7)

Thomas R Dye: Public policy is whatever governments choose to do or not to do. (Botha and Kotze 2003:7)

James E Anderson (1984:3) gives the following definition of policy and public policy: Policy is a “purposive course of action followed by an actor or set of actors in dealing with a problem or matter of concern” and “public policies are those policies developed by governmental bodies and officials’ Anderson (1984:3�5) highlights the following aspect of his description of public policy:

 Public policy should be based on law and should be authoritative. Government has the monopoly to legitimately use coercion for the enforcement of its policies. No private organisation has the authority to articulate its policies in the form of legislation or other sources of law. (Botha and Kotze 2003:8)

A state’s ability to take decisions and make policies for itself without external sanctioning or interference is the ultimate indication of a state’s sovereignty. That ability is no longer so absolute and a state’s control over its policies is therefore also curtailed. Tendencies that affect such a limitation are globalisation (especially market liberalisation spearheaded by the World Trade Organisation); increasing influence by social movements, NGOs and businesses in the public sphere; and regionalisation. (Botha and Kotze 2003:10)

So, in plain language, we could draft a public policy about a New Monetary system, an Equal Money System, , bring it forward and have it voted by the majority of the presents + 1, then we would have the right to enforce it on the rest of the ones that are yet still too brainwashed, too confused or in too much fear to see that we have no other solution that will bring about an effective lasting change than to realign to What is Best for All to stop All abuses. No one will be left behind from benefiting from such enforcing, yes it will take some adjusting, some that have been extensively and unrelentingly benefiting from the inequality of the system might kick and scream a little but that is not important or relevant to the fact that a change is needed for What is Best for All and every single one on the planet will be helped to reeducate themselves to come to see this point through dropping our humongous Egos that exists in and as self-interest and correct ourselves into What is Best for All.

So, we suggest to stop the divisions which are planned by the current system to make sure we may never realize where is the Real Power and how to access it, stop Occupying, stop demonstrating, realize that since we are all part of the problem, and hence the problem itself, we can and must be part of the solution.

Politics is not evil, we are, we are the ones that closed our eyes to what was going on, so we can start our correction by standing up and seeing that this change requires DOING and not opposing the doing of others which is what we do when we demonstrate and sit in and as an imaginary opposition stance without an agenda for real Change.

Bernard Poolman said :  The brainwashing of potential voters into a form of conspiracy madness play into the hand of the elite. It is in the elites interest to fund such groups to capture and direct the young minds and make sure they never get to politics and as they get older, they will give up and work at Walmart for survival

Get it ?

This is how we have given up our lives to the system, so we now stop conspiracy theories to prove it’s others doing something wrong and not us NOT doing what is right and what is best for all, instead we start to educate ourselves about Politics, what will entail to draft a Public Policy and bring it forward, what will it mean for each one of us to become prospect members of the new system we are drafting, how we are planning to give up our own greed, competition and self interest for What is Best for All and then under this one principle we Unite and make it Happen.

Equal Money is ready, the solution is Here, it just needs us to spread it and be the solution itself to start changing the system from inside, as each piece as One and Equal, goes through its own personal realignment to Oneness and Equality until the change has and will be manifested outside into the All Giving Equal Money System, because when we stop the for-getting we can start the for-giving to All, One and Equal to Life itself and everything that is Here.

The tools are available for All for free if you cannot yet spare the Money to support yourself and the system change

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A wonderful Must read about the Self Forgivess Process of Desteni by Marlen. Thanks Marlen !

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