The Indefensible World of Equal Money

I have experienced 2 moments of Shame in 24 hours regarding supporting an Equal Money System.

The first was when I made a post on a Thread that I know was posted by a guy who understands this system and the problems we face and was suggesting Fascism as the solution to the World, due to Human Nature and the fact that people will have to be ‘forced’ into doing what is best for the community above the need/desires of the individual, which in fact are only imaginary programmed needs by a system that produces the delusion of Individualism to promote the sales of goods to the ‘original ones’ the ones that believe to be ‘not like anyone else’ (haha), another guy who has worked for Banks and knows economy inside out made a comment to say that he was entitled to his opinion but he didn’t see Fascism as the way to go and I posted about Equal Money; the guy who posted the original message replied that ‘yes there are some good points about Equal Money, but he doesn’t like the Cult side of it or the Metaphysical gibberish’ -in essence-, the other economist liked his comment and I felt ashamed and didn’t reply, the point that a cult brainwashes you and doesn’t un-brainwash you seems to not hold any consequential realization in people who have formed this opinion about Desteni in their Minds, the other points I will address further down the line.

Later in the day I met with my ex husband and when we moved our chat onto Equal Money he pointed out a few things, the first is that he sees no way to bring about a new system without much blood shedding, this can be due to the fact that he has a French background and that the French are especially ‘historically’ aware of the consequences of a revolution, no matter what originally drove it, as in good intentions and a desire for a fairer more Equal society can sometime turn into much blood shed, and the best man like Robespierre into a blood seeking revolutionary as a defender of an ‘ideal’.

The second point was that he cannot see ‘practically how this world can be managed by 4 -6 years of work, now this was not a point to ‘challenge my beliefs or opinions’ about Equal Money it was a management point, which I saw myself evaluate as a Project, in fact as any other project I would manage in which I would account for man-power in terms of TIME, because this is how we have learnt so far Project management, we estimate a timeline of events and then the Time needed to realize it to calculate both the manpower and the investment required. Yet none of us has in fact any of the required parameters to make this calculation, because

  • we have no timeline to walk for the events that shall unfold, hence one of the required parameters for this calculation is missing
  • we have no clue about what is really redundant, unnecessary or just simply manufactured to keep the system going within cycles of planned obsolescence or  what will we be able to do without and what will we use more efficiently that now, hence we don’t know WHAT we will be required to do to make this world work once all the parameters are reset, bar from seeing already that we will need to manage and distribute the planet resources the production and distribution of energy and water and  the management of waste
  • food production will be localized within the community life that will be set up but we have no clear clues as of yet about how this point will unfold
  • technology and how to drive innovation without a reward system and ‘healthy competition’ if any such thing even exists and how to move the ‘drive’ we now have to improve technology in a ‘drive-less’ world such as a carrot-less management system

So, as we are guesstimating what is ludicrous within our world system in terms of production that we may certainly do without, we are at this stage guesstimating everything else about a world that is not Here yet and so debating the point of HOW and the TIME required or the timeline or the lack of them to prove a point of UN-doability, is just an excuse to not get engaged, because experience will be required to be efficient in these new tasks and we will have to build that by doing it, because all manuals about ‘how to do’ something have been written after the ‘something’ was done, a few miss-takes in process were taken into account and corrected and the required ‘how to’ were refined into ‘this is the best way to do this task, trust me’

And yet I felt ashamed when he brought up these points, like I am stupid for NOT seeing the ‘truth about reality’ and I have to feel ashamed because I don’t have the whole picture yet, no project can be ‘sold’ without all pieces in place, and what we understand so far about projects is just this, ‘can I sell it?’ and this can be from both the point of finding investors and the point of con-vincing someone that this is the way to do something and please support my project.

So the point of shame arose from ‘I don’t have the whole picture’ and ‘he is making good points about it’

But let’s review both instances out of the box for a moment

First instance

two Economists chat about the troubles of the world which means

  • troubles are clear to them – a step ahead from those who do not see the troubles yet of abusing a world and its resources within a Profit Driven economic system that in no way is keeping into account sustainability or the speed at which the world can provide or recover what we take from it
  • apparently seeking solutions
  • dismissing Equal Money because we can only go for something we have already tried out, for example Fascism, and make the few adjustments required to make it work better, we can see how this mental process is exactly like writing a Manual, so we seek a process ‘that has already taken place’ and make adjustments within our Mind to set the new agreed SOP (Standard Operating Procedures).
  • last, we are not ‘selling’ this project, anyone who doesn’t see the need for change that will have to include US as The Change, is either kidding themselves or just passing papers so as to no be told ‘do something about it!’ which may include having to change himself/herself and the fact that when we do get access to Money, strangely enough, we seek for theories, groups, philosophies that confirm that ‘It is OK to make Money, it’s Noble, it’s a Proof that God/ The Universe loves me,  have done good, have good Karma, even when we can see clearly what we had to do to get the money and keep it, as investing in developing countries, or speculate on whichever market offered the speculation, meaning and including anything even the gambling on food stocks which are leaving whole regions in the world paralyzed and starving, and yet we cruise through the world, never making the connection between ‘my actions’ and the world, spreading stories like ‘The Butterfly effect’ and believing it only happens to a butterfly, that it is her fluttering of wings that creates hurricanes on the other side of the world, but No, it is not Me trading and buying stock of starving people and economies ever impacting anything, MOI?!? NOOO, it’s not me supporting a system of abuse, in every way I find, that is contributing to keep this system in place, because look I have GOD on my side, I pray, I thank the Universe, I am a Positive Thinker/Doer, don’t hint anything else, I want my PEACE/PIECE,  fuck off you Equality People, we are NOT Equals (I have WORKED HARD for MY Money!!)

But isn’t this just brainwashing in action? The Fact that we believe we are NOT allowed to design a NEW System, to review what went terribly wrong and write a new Economics, we are NOT allowed to face the fact that NOTHING worked so far, doesn’t THAT reek of brainwashing and limitation? We insist in trying to fix a flopped souffle, once you fucked it up it will never rise again, there is just no way, the ingredients were wrong, the process was faulty, you can try as many times as you want but if you insist to put rotten eggs in a souffle you will have a rotten souffle.

So, common sense would dictate that, since we have explored all variations in politics, the left, the centre, the right, NONE of which worked, there must be a problem with the ingredients, if we always had a rotten result, we really, truly, need to check the main ingredient, the eggs.

WE are the Eggs, far from rising to the occasion, taking to the streets demanding that the 1% that have a clue about how this whole system works give us a slice of it, hellooo, isn’t ANYONE seeing the absurdity of it? 99% of the People demanding that 1% change themselves because THEY are the problem? So where is the wholesome logic and common sense everyone is always throwing in the face of those supporting Equal Money as both a system change and a required indivisible individual change, because the system MUST be made by us, We are the 99% of the world, so where is the system as 100%, when you split it in 99 and 1, who would have to be required to change, and yet we focus on the 1% that won’t do this and that, won’t give up the power we have conveniently invested them with, so we wouldn’t have to become Self responsible, check out this mess and tell each other ‘no one leaves the room until we have tidied up the mess, there will be no playing until we first do what we need to do’. Isn’t this what we tell children? And yet we feel justified to fuck off to Mars, to hold Olympic Games in the face of a starving world spending millions building Cauldrons and fireworks to show off how Magic We Are and How More/Bigger/Better than Others we are, showing off our Pompous Useless National pride, and we justify what we do, because we have always done this and then attack a group that says, “but we can Change” and call Them brainwashed and cultish, yes that makes perfect sense.

SO, is Equal Money defensible within the parameters of what we call Logic and Pragmatism? Hell NO.

We cannot defend the fact that we don’t have all pieces in place yet, to ‘prove’ that we are right, and we cannot defend the fact that there is a Portal that everyone can check out that is reconnecting all the missing pieces of existence, we cannot defend WHY a Portal opened to give us a fucking clue about what is it that we are Not Getting, because really, we should have gotten it by now, we are the rotten pieces of this souffle, and justifying  the rottenness through Human Nature and having to accept who we are is a cop-out, it is what has in fact NOT changed the world so far, there will never be a dictator strong enough to hold everything in place, we tried that, and there will never be excuses we won’t be able to find to why we are NOT required to Change check us out, we are still full-time busy with this task and becoming ever more creative as we go.

But when we do, please, leave Equal Money out of the Equation, so that You too, when all else fails, will know where to turn and what to consider, the door will be open to join in, if only you refrain from fucking up the solution for yourself through your make up beliefs and limitations on why things are the way they are ‘out there’, not putting Yourself as part of The Problem just because you preach the “LOGIC of the System” to show WHY Equal Money will never work. Stop.

Equal Money is a system to establish a Life support on the Planet for all Equally and give ourselves and others the time to unfuck up, because the only ones that don’t get that we are the 99% it’s US, the system does and it designs entertainment and gimmicks with the specific purpose to distract us from the Matter at Hands, it tires us out with long hours of work so that when we come home we just want to crash on a couch and maybe drink or do drugs, so we may forget the sorry existence we live in, because if we did wake up to the Power and responsibility we hold, we would be a force to be reckoned with and a New World could not be stopped by anyone from manifesting for what is Best for All

So, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel ashamed for standing up for a world that is best for All, for a system of Equals, where Life is honored and we can stop fearing each other as the psychopaths we have become

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel stupid and clueless because I lack the parameters to properly estimate ‘what will it take’ to make this real, as I see realize and understand, no one has a fucking clue, and that if we in support of a New System don’t, the ones opposing Equal Money do not either and then the point becomes WHY are we not all standing together and walking this correction to find out, to Find the parameters as we walk to build this world that is required to be born out of the ashes of everything that has ever existed, because a system that leaves 1/3 of the world out in the cold is an abomination and our excusing it makes us a part and Equal to the Abomination and the Crimes against Life that are committed every day, and so We are the murderers, the soldiers, the war criminals, the rapists, the slave masters, the psychopaths of an existence that when we don’t defend we tolerate because it is working FOR ME.

And if you don’t get it, listen to Existence Talk at Eqafe, and get a fucking clue, because a Snail gets it and can tell you how You/WE are out of tune with Existence, an Owl can tell you how our separation is causing harm to the animal kingdom, an Elephant can give you parenting lessons and explain what it means to care for All as Equals, the dead will tell you what they didn’t get when they were alive and what needs to be done, and the consistency of the message of Equality and Oneness and on how we are missing out on Life, as we take useless Mind trips for self-gratification into our Self Delusions, is clear for all.

At Desteni we too can write, read/have read books, went to school, had a life, worked the system, have been married, engaged, had children, we are not aliens, we just heard the message, it’s there for everyone to access it, you will need to humble yourself to Existence or your Ego will stand in the way, telling you that you are MORE than a Snail, even when a snail can show us in CLEAR words how WE are NOT and if anything WE are less than the Animal Kingdom and the rest of Existence, that moves in tune with Each Other, understanding that nothing is separate and All is One sharing the exact same substance of/as Life and that if a snail can prove we have no fucking clue and are the most clueless creature in existence, who is then brainwashed to NOT SEE and not HEAR and not question this reality as a whole?

Imagine this, we live inside a body system that lives in Equality and Oneness, caring for each part of the whole, giving what is required for the whole to thrive at all times, never questioning, judging, never separating in useless religions or opinions, it just gets the job done, and YET we can’t SEE the way ahead, now please ask yourself WHAT more should Existence have done for you/us that place you/us inside a schooling system, we live IN IT, AS IT and so what did we do? We denied the Physical, we insisted that the Physical is in fact NOT REAL, AND made up Gods, stories, Religions, Belief System, anything that we could use to NOT face the Physical and what is showing us, the all consuming tragedy or Our separation and how we need to change our starting point and stop saying that we are just crossing through, that will be here for a moment and then on to Eternal Life, spreading our Lies, teaching them to children, enforcing beliefs for which we have never had an absolute commonly shared consistent feedback, and now that we do, we deny the Portal prior to an unbiased investigation and renounce its inestimable teachings. Because we are Insane.

This world is staring us in the Face as Our Creation for a reality Check, why do we keep looking away?

Breathe, come back Here and become part of the Solution, we all know this World is rotten and rotting away, let’s face it, let’s sort this out, let’s clean up the mess and then we can all go out and PLAY and discover the wonders of the Physical Existence – that we are at the moment busybusy annihilating- as One as Equals.

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2012: The Physical vs Spirituality, is there a war going on ?

I have been living on and off the ‘redefine Money’ thread, as I have been actively working on closing the Gap between myself and Equal Money and I have now bridged most points  quite efficiently as me, and I enjoy the sharing of this Wonderful New Unifying Concept to people who have not yet come in touch with it.

One thing that has ben happening consistently on the FB threads is the contribution of the spiritual groups, they are fiercely opposed, which is mind-boggling to say the least, for some reasons they fail to see Money as Equality fit quite comfortably  into all their well nurtured beliefs Goodness, helping each others, brothers and sisters, we are Love, the two things just don’t compute satisfactorily.

I want to look at my own experience with the Spirituality movement and how I embraced it for many years and why, as a way to see for myself my own motivations and what were my fears that led me to want and desire to believe in the invisible, discarding even the idea of looking at the physical where there was no effort to be made, nothing to believe, where it was enough to just open my eyes and look.

It started with looking for reasons for this existence, obviously I was not born rich, even though for the living standards of the time in Italy we were well off, my mum with her overtime money at one point even had enough to buy 3 Black and white TVs, we kept one, one went to my great-grandmother and one for my school. I felt very important when the nuns thanked me publicly for what my mum had done, and very proud, I was about to learn that Money could give me value and recognition and I enjoyed the feeling of being the vicarious giver and the acknowledgement that went with it.

As I grew up I realized that there was Inequality in the way people lived, even within my own family, my grandmother for the time we lived in was rich, had a nice big apartment with 2 bathrooms and a huge living room while we lived with my mum in the subsidized government housing. I envied the life my grandparents lived, the no limit life that Money can grant you, the freedom to go to the supermarket and not have a limited amount of money to spend, I liked the splurging, the luxury, the going out to eat at restaurants where I could order as many Cokes as I wanted, until I burst with gas and food.

I even looked down at my mum in contempt, I understood that Money=Value and since she had less, she had obviously less value, not only in my perception of course, this was her perception of herself but as a system I took it on board and made it mine.

My participation in and as the money System grew as I understood that Money buys you privileges, freedom, the ability to be mobile, to have choices, Money was clearly the God of this world, but on the outside I married the secretive attitude we hold about Money, we all know what it is for each one of us, yet nobody talks about it, owns up to it, instead we play it down, we say I don’t care about Money, we want to be noble, above it, beyond it because the fear that we will never ever have it, or never have enough is just too great to be faced.

I recall 3 movies that took on this point quite clearly, one was Indecent Proposal, where a woman in a couple is offered 1 million to have sex with R. Redford and they decide together with the husband to accept, and it destroys them, so this point was morality for sale, another more recent called The Box, where a black box is delivered to a very ordinary, well off, educated American family in the 60′ and they were told that they would have 1 million if they pressed the button on the black box, they were told as well that someone would have to die, but they did not know this person and had never or will never know who he/she was. This movie covered the point of morality, humanity and Life for sale. Did they press the button ? Watch the movie 🙂 But I am sure anyone can guess quite accurately.

The third movie was an Italian movie, very interesting, a man is unemployed and on a social grant for being an invalid, when his social grants are suspended he talks with the grant inspector and tells him, please don’t suspend my grant, yes I faked my invalidity but in a way it’s real, I was a communist and believed in communism for over 20 years until one day I woke up and realized the world I live in, my belief system collapsed, hence I am now invalid, no longer fit for society, so I never really lied you see, if you don’t support me you may be the one that turns me into a criminal, what choices does a mind invalid such as me have left ? But the system doesn’t stand by him and instead the inspector gives him a long speech about Honesty and what it means to be an Honest man, like himself. 8 Years later the Inspector starts to receive anonymous monthly envelopes with Money, big sums, like 20000 euros per month, and it goes on for 10 months. After 10 months the man to whom he had decided to suspend the social grants turns up, he tells him he was the sender of the money, he tells him he is just sharing his wealth and that it was thank to him that he turned into an efficient criminal, he was into selling drugs to children, prostitution of minors, robbing old women, and he had become as ruthless as the criminal life demands, all thanks to him, now it was sharing time. The Inspector said he had not touched a penny since he did not know where the money was coming from, the man told him he still owed him 800000 euro to get to 1 million of euros which was his rightful 10% of the ill earned wealth. The Inspector refused, the wife of the inspector asks to talk to him in private and threatens to leave if he doesn’t take the money, and so, he accepts, for the sake of the peace of the family. Only later the man tells him he had won the money betting every week for 10 years on the Inspector phone number, until the numbers came out, he won 10 million and wanted to give him 10%, but he wanted to show him that he was not as honest as he thought, nobody is, Money has an outwordly allure, we know what Money is connected to and what it could do for us, freedom, choices, no more fears for the future, possibility to share with others having enough for oneself, education for children, healthcare, it’s hard to say NO.

So, at an unconscious level that we play out in movies to show each other that we are just as dishonest as anyone else, as ready to sell out as anyone else, we all know, we KNOW we would make the same choices, Money or God, Money or Love, Money or Spirituality ? No matter what we think about ourselves somewhere inside of us we know what we would choose, Money is a sure bet, it can buy the ‘love’ of this world, meaning company and sex, with Money who needs God, being God just the insurance policy for the poor that have nothing else and Spirituality ? Come on, if you had all the Money in the world, would you mind fuck yourself into oblivion or would you take the round the world cruise, the trip you always wanted, go shopping for a house renovation, you would be the busy body into all the latest trends, the value point was never changed, just suppressed and it would be unleashed into spending frenzies updating your desires as days go by from the new spending power platform.

So Spirituality/God is the best compensation tool for the poor, the second price that has a ‘value’ on the value market, the rich are clever, they accepted to give value to spirituality/God as a noble thing, while they fuck off and enjoy the  Money. There are as well the ones that have too much to live peacefully, guilt and shame kill them but fear prevents them from sharing, so they are stuck between a rock and a hard place and that is the ideal spot for meditation, to quiet the mind, to stop the guilt and shame without having to give up or sharing the lot. And a great place to become Spiritual as a justification of WHY we don’t need to share or care without feeling guilty, it’s unrequired since all it’s just an illusion, we are energy in movement, information and patterns floating in space, All One already. I have been in both places myself.

For those that don’t have access to what they desired and for those that fear and are shocked by this reality we can say Spirituality is just another coping mechanism, a way to justify why the world is as it is, because if we dig back in time, we all have been asking ourselves this question, having been products of an abusive system that may have more or less touched us, scarred us and scared us, we know of the abuse that is going on, we have questioned it and when we came out of the questioning as “Spiritual Ones’ we have just simply, by default, given up substance and our ability to make any substantial change to the world system as me,  reality as me, One and Equal, as myself being the abused and abuser in a system that is not designed in benevolence, no matter how hard we try to believe it, a thin line of doubt will always run through our beliefs, what if this was all bullshit ? The question stays alive and kicking.

So when we start to expose the Equal Money system for what it is, an Equalizing tool to level the playfield for All,  exposing the hidden suppressed desire or guilt and shame of the Spiritual Ones, the fears and the resolve of never going back to look in self honesty at the point of Money and how we have already sold out long ago, resistance comes up. I am almost sure that many of them are not aware of what is the exact point they are yet unable to reconcile, it’s buried deep and the digging is not desirable not even for What is Best for All, let sleeping dog lie.

Those that don’t have enough probably fear of even “hoping” that a change may indeed be possible, they have worked so hard at accepting the mediocrity of their penniless reality that they would have to redefine reality by looking at their hidden fears again and expose them to themselves and that is bloody scary, yes they had been preaching Equality of some sort all their life, while they battled and suppressed their desires for ‘more’, their hopes to be finally one day ‘more Equal’ having accepted their Equal – Minus place in the world system as ‘the way things are’.  Wouldn’t then a system of Equal giving, a for-giving system be the absolute match to their belief system ? The physical representation lived in the practical of what spirituality is all about ?
The recognition of One Common essence, Life, running through all of us as Breath, One and Equal  and therefore the Equal right to sharing what the planet is giving for All ?

Instead This is not happening, consistently, I should add.  The reason is pretty clear, if I was never an Equal to start with, pretending to be more because I was not materialistic while all the while I suppressed my own self judgement of inferiority as a non achiever and a loser, I cannot conceive Equality as me because I was never an Equal to start with, I was just deluding myself inside a polarity between have and have-nots that made me suffer and I managed to leave behind.

Ultimately, that leads to Spirituality, there is a fear of death, the looking for an answer, a purpose, a reason to make sense of this Life experience, there must be a sense, what is the reason, why are we here ? And off we go with the stories, energy, consciousness, spirit, the afterlife, it’s just a ride, passing through, life is but the batting of eyelids, a moment in eternity and the list goes on infinitely to diminish the physical experience and make it unsubstantial. We survive embracing heavenly gossips and hear say of the ones that say they can see beyond the veil and either wrote or spoke about it, we failed to notice that none of them is looking beyond the same veil, because no afterlife report is equal to another one, we discount such earthly points like “lack of common sense” given that reporting should be Equal from whichever angle you look at something but just considering an added perspective, and not a complete reversal of stories, characters, paths and processes, just because WE WANT TO BELIEVE THERE IS VALUE IN THIS EARTHLY EXPERIENCE and we ended up hanging on to whatever fitted us best, whatever we saw could uplift us the most out of the physical reality of suffering and abuse.

So, where is the value of the earthly experience? If it’s in the AFterlife, we may have been had, didn’t they say As ABove So Below ?  This statement is pretty consistent across teachings so what makes us believe that unless we correct what is HERE, the AfterHere should be better ?

If the Below sucks, who can swear by the Godliness and Heavenlyness of the ABove ? What if the Above is Us without the Body, the Breath, what is in fact making Us Real and not imaginary thoughts and information floating in space ? What if the Physical was supposed to be Heaven Equal for All before the After can be heavenly lived  by All Equally?

Now this is a point that hurts. We spent our Lives wanting to believe in the benevolence of this Universe, this was the hardest point for me to let go, my idea of benevolence,  it still brought up tears just now, because benevolence as creation had to include me and my own benevolence, I was born good from a loving Creator, it was living that fucked me up.

Yesterday I saw a post on FB that made me want to reply, but I refrained because I felt anger and I had to address that anger first, the post was of a naked woman with one breast that survived cancer and the title was ‘Isn’t God good ?’ No, actually God is not good and if we use this example as God saving her then we must think he gave her cancer in the first place, if God created everything we have looong lists of very questionable creations that need explaining, so delusions in our attempt to hold on to an idea of benevolence are rampant and the hardest to let go, for me this was a key point to allow myself to face reality and there were many hidden and disguised points all around the same theme that came up for a while and I had to address consistently, regardless the fact that my self realization of reality started from precisely  this point.

When I joined Desteni my perception of myself had already shattered, I was on a mind overload, I was full of knowledge and information, you named it, I knew about it, heard about it, read about it, no practical application of anything, by that time I was on my knees with a self-created crippling addiction to Pot, my drug of choice to numb myself out of reality, and unable to hold any further delusion about myself, spirituality, LOA, Matrix Energetics, Quantum Physics and the Goodness ad benevolence of this experience and of the HereAfter.

The slippery slope started with the Conspiracy theorists, I bumped on some information about cure for cancer, and found that a few had claimed to be able to cure it and had been persecuted, isolated and threatened and some killed, from there the Benevolence of a planet in which I participated with my cancer research support, charity balls, upholding the benevolence of Humanity and all that bullshit just came tumbling down like a castle of cards.

There was no benevolence I could still see in a world where we kill each other, abuse each other, withhold a cure for a deadly disease, rape, torture, poisoning of food, water, Big Pharma, mind control of  humanity for consumerism, tied each other down through an economic system of enslavement, the Borgia would be shocked to see how far we took their teachings of manipulation and power crimes. Humanity was in a state of mess, spirituality became just another obvious delusion in the face of a Profit driven world that I had fully embraced and learnt how to make it work, for me.

So benevolence of the system was the first point to go (on the surface) and then benevolence of me as a proficient system participant went next. Desteni already knew all of this, I did not have to crawl there and confess that I was just as non benevolent as the rest of the world, they did not care for crawling Human beings, they cared for those that would stand up from the crash of the acknowledgement of their abusive inner nature and would stand up for what is best for All, they were putting together people who had self realized a need for self correction and offered tools to walk a process of undoing the participation in and as the system of abuse to rewrite a program of Oneness and Equality that would work under the principle of What is Best for All.

There is no guidance in this process but a Self Honest approach to where one stands in need for correction and how to go about it, no one can self correct on our behalf, we put the shit in our Minds and charged it with emotions and feelings and breathed it into Life as the Breath of Existence, we are the only ones that can undo it, this creation is the representation of our inner worlds, of what we have accepted and allowed One and Equal to ourselves, each one of us is a living Hell as a self-imposed judgement within a debt system for the creation of separation and having taken it so far.

We are releasing Self Judgement as who we are, it’s in our self judgement as the Court that condemned us and others to such existence that this world has taken Life from our Breath into existence, we’ll have to breathe it back, self correct it and re-breathe it and rebirth it into Life, there is no way out of this but to walk backward what we have birthed into existence.

The All There Is is HERE, this is it, nothing exists but us, nothing will correct us but ourselves, it’s time to let go of our delusions, It’s Bad For Ya, as George Carlin said, but in fact it’s bad for all of us, this is the price of Oneness, we are tied to each other in this self-destructive stance, we have condemned each other to a Life of starvation while we starve ourselves, from Life, from being all that we could have been, from being One and Equal instead than separated in 7 billion little pieces, and now in Oneness we’ll have to wait for each piece to catch up, to bring back the Wholeness of Oneness, and this can only happen through Equality, Unequal pieces cannot fit the puzzle, and until we stand up for Equality the world stands as the big damn puzzler we have become.

Unravel yourself to become an Equal so you too may stand as the solution to what the world is and the correction that is needed to manifest a new world, drop spirituality, drop anything that prevents you from seeing that unless you make yourself an Equal, we’ll have to wait for you and this process will be delayed and we will have to suffer more just for that one piece that was not willing to realign and come back to Equality.

Equality  is the way Home, we have to move slowly to allow all the pieces to catch up, to allow Equal chances for the necessary Self realization that we are in fact in a process of correction, making a U-turn, steering the wheel from Inequality to Equality, from Separation to Oneness, You are not the Mind as Thoughts Emotions and Feelings, This is NOT who you are, unless you insist on believing it, or you could in one Breath realize that you are Life, Equal and One, please try,  Breathe, Realize Who You Are, so we may all go Home.

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2012: Earth Ltd, firing God as the CEO and CFO

Last night I lay in bed and wondered if the 10 commandments translate the same in English as they do in Italian, as I think this could be one of the many reasons why we don’t have the same fear responses when it comes to religious quotes, so I went and had a look this morning and found out to my surprise that they DON’T! So not only we have been living a lie as Catholics but we have not even been living the same Lie.

Within a Corporate set up this is a big breach of Protocol, information must be equally shared to all of the corporations members, that the “God corporation” is such there is no doubt, it’s not even a non-profit one having been selling God and God paraphernalia to the hopeful believers for thousands of years, it’s a profit-making organization with extremely poor management skills.

When we enter a new job, there is nowadays what is called The Company Mission Statement, it tells you what is the objective of the company, what they have at heart and how do they plan to go about reaching their targets, plus you have an employment contract, that tells you what is expected of you, what are your duties and what are your rights.

As a corporation that employs millions of people in the world and has millions of employees, the Vatican as the Earth representative of God on Earth Ltd, making sure that we get it that the planet belongs to them and showing off all their goodies on display on their heads or hands or inside the churches, they failed miserably when it comes to management of Earth and the Earth resources.

We could input this to the separation that finally took place at the time of Descartes when the Church and the State were separated in duties and powers, the State got to rule the secular powers and the Church got to rule the sacred/ eternal powers. Even if today we don’t perceive it as such, at the time it was considered a victory for the people, a chance to get the leech that the Church had proven to be, off their backs and find some illusory relief in a fairer rule of the people for the people, that never came to be.

The Church was left with the ruling over the eternal powers, this took some skills to manage, because first you have to CON-vince everyone that there is something beyond death that they rule over, for this they needed Money, lots of it. Why would I make such a statement ? Because only with seeing the Money that we know is the seal of God on Earth, The Light of God on Earth, the A plus to a work well done that shows you are among the chosen one, they could fool everyone. They had to show the goodies to inspire the respect of the people, they showed off like Kings and Queens their Godly heritage, it was there to see, look, God gave me all this stuff, want some ?
Follow me I teach you how we do it (but they can’t, they cannot teach you how you open a bank in a make belief state that launders money for the Mafia, or how to build the biggest property portfolio of the planet, you need Capital for that, you must have it to start with, they won’t provide it, they in fact teach you how to be happy without Money, something they have not yet achieved for themselves, they are forward teachers, teaching what is yet unknown to themselves, but they convince you that you will have an eternal Life – a good one otherwise the shit hole you experience is just never going to end-  to look forward to if you do as they say, and who could honestly forgo such a bargain ? We are bargain trained after all).

So in truth nobody has ever followed the church if not for the Fear of God, and that Fear translated in not being able to survive, God = Love = Money and Money equalled your ability to survive, to be respected, to be feared, to be free, to be alive. Nothing has changed from then.

Back to the Corporation, in this religious Corporation we are given a to do list, an employee code of conduct, it’s called The ten Commandments, but NO rights whatsoever, I was pissed today when I saw on the Holy See site that they translated the Ones for the Italians as they pleased, they even changed the Holy day to Sunday from the Sabbath which was the saturday and they wrote it on the original English list, but then we worship the Sunday. I found an interesting Italian website that states in a LOT of words that the Vatican is Satan, one sign is the worshipping on Sundays, another sign could be that they have changed the 10 Commandments just for us brain-damaged Italians as they must think we are people with ADD who could not compute sentence long commandments but had to be given an easy to remember one liner ones, pity in the transcription they made a few changes to suit the Corporation, instill Fear and sell the solutions, confessions and the sacraments.

So half of the world is a Satan worshipper in sheep clothes, no, they are not just wearing sheep clothes, they are just sheep for real.

But does it matter, if one worships God or Satan ? Isn’t it obvious by now that they have been sharing the powers of the planet and beyond until now, good and evil, right and wrong, what is forbidden and what is allowed. At least Satan seemed fairer, for the time on Earth fuck around, have fun, care about nobody and just enjoy your life, there is no other life, get the most out of this one. God instead has been a tight ass forbidder, don’t do this, don’t do that, not that he had a better result than Satan looking at the state of the world, he just pushed people to be dishonest about what they did anyway, and as the ultimate reward He gave them the confession, yes I know you’ll fuck around and do all the demonic stuff I forbade you to do, but if you come to me, I’ll wash you clean and then you can start from scratch, where you left off, I have absolutely no faith in you being able to change, You Are Only Human, I am God instead, a revengeful, wrathful tantrum thrower but I have not hidden this from you, I’ve told you in oh so many stories, so what you see Godly about me escapes me, stop calling me God, you embarrass me, Creator will do just fine.

Now, back to the state of Earth Inc, of which we are all the stakeholders but unfortunately not yet the shareholders, we have had a CEO and CFO, God, the Church says that they represent the AlMighty God on Earth, He is Almighty but not All Willing, he could have fixed this mess but he did not, he allowed unfair distribution of resources of the planet to the Chosen Ones, His information sharing skills suck, we have been kept in the dark about catastrophes, plagues, epidemics, pandemics, murders, violence, not one clue has been given and he left it to us to work it all out.

So a corruptible unfair Chief Financial Officer who has had a slant in the support of secular nepotism, as the Vatican shows, incompetent Chief Executive Officer, because he has not taken any responsibility for the shit he has done unpunished for centuries, except sending his son to take the shit on his behalf (…and what does that say about him as a loving parent ?) and his organizational skills, to say the least are pathetic, has been in charge of the Earth, where have we been meanwhile ?

The World is in a mess, if we accept that polarity is an illusion we can see that both God and Satan are not real, they are the embodiment of our Hopes and Fears, of our desire to not take responsibility for this creation, there is only us here for real, We Are All There Is, and the leeches that have been sucking the blood out of us, the Blood Money, with our permission in exchange for the deliverance from our fears (not real) and eternal life,  for a safety net, for the mark of the Beast that would guarantee to us the entrance in some place after death, to not have to believe that our lives were just that, a series of  unmanageable events and sad stories that we covered up with a nice invention, LOVE, a good feeling word to keep us separate from what we did not want to see, to not have to face the extent of our lack of responsibility, of our acceptances and allowances that turned the world into what it is today.

God is not real, Satan is not real, and if God is real he is fucking fired for the incompetent heartless psychopath he has turned out to be and do not fool yourself with “the Universe” story, get real, you have just changed the name tag on the Management Door, but you are still not in charge, I know because I have done exactly that, I have ditched God for the Universe only to discover I was a clever fucker for doing just that, it’s still was not ME responsible for having to change, for having to stand up and say ‘Til Here No Further”, because honestly, what else should happen in this world to make us say, Fuck this is totally unacceptable and I know I won’t be able to live with myself if I don’t stand up now ?

Havent’ you had enough already ? Then stand up for Life !

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2012: Why meditation will never change the world

Yesterday I received a phone call from a friend and he told me that one of our common friends, a staunch meditator who used to spend up to 3 hours a day in the lotus position and to preach to anyone, who would care to listen, the benefits of such practice,  had a motorbike accident on the Thai island where I used to live. He lost all his teeth, broke 2 ribs and is now still recovered in a Thai Hospital without insurance.

Motorbike accidents are the first cause of death in Thailand, foreign tourists and residents in Thailand rent motorbikes just for the holidays and ride helmet free, for that picture perfect feeling of freedom. Serious accidents are usually something financially unplanned for by tourists or people who are living “outside or barely above the grid”, as they like to think of themselves, and when one has to face such an event, one will have to face  the ruthlessness of the Thai medical system for foreigners, the bills are prohibitive and without money upfront one cannot have access to medical care, some of my friends could be operated only due to the mercy of their friends advancing the cash on their behalf.

On the island where I lived taxi drivers would get a tip from the hospitals where they brought in a foreigner, Thai people are poor and they can’t suck their blood with hospital bills, but foreigners are a free war zone among hospitals who hope and bribe to get them to their ER first, competition is everywhere, among the bleeding and dying too.

I remember a few years ago when I studied meditation( a practice that never worked for me personally and I am just lucky for not having taken that particular dis-ease on board even though I am not privy to my own delusions like  positive thinking and Law of Attraction of which I was quite a devotee for many years), I read a funny note written by a woman who had embraced meditation as a way of life, she stated that while meditation can help for pretty much everything, if you have an accident and your nose falls off, you should not try to meditate it back but you should undergo surgery, she said not because you couldn’t,  just because surgery exists and we do what is most practical. What a sound advice.

I should let my friend meditator know, don’t try to meditate your teeth back, just go to a dentist, find the money, because that is another thing you cannot meditate yourself into, and fix yourself.

When I used to live on the island we had a few discussions about meditation, he used to support the idea that meditation can heal the world, I was in disagreement having  just landed with a Thud from the Law of Attraction delusion, and I can call it delusion out of personal experience, I took it all the way into practice, I did not work for 4 years, lived in blissful paradise, smoked pot all day and thought positively all the time, BUT I could not manifest Money, I thought about it, did the treasure maps, visualized myself having it, spending it, used all the Money techniques available to make it from thin air and it did not happen. Someone will say, I did not do it right, usually the ones who have the Money and would not, ever, take it this far to see if the teachings are really true, because if they were, I planned to teach it to the whole world, but they did not deliver. Instead I woke up from my delusions almost broke with no job, having cut myself out of the money-making system and having to restart from the bottom again.

Which is OK, because I have manifested this consequence for myself and I know I can walk out of here because I am an experienced rock bottomer, but as I see it today it’s just plain stupid that I had to make this real for myself to see the absurdity of my beliefs.

And so the same is for my friend now, he has landed back on the planet toothless and broken in more than one way, I’m sure he wont’ be meditating at the moment because he will be too busy getting practically out of this mess, looking for physical support that will range from first, finding the money, then finding the dentist, then healing well enough to be able to have credibility again as an energy healer, because it’s hard to convince prospect energy patients that you can do for them what you cannot do for yourself.

Here are the meditators Main Points :

The Starting Point: anyone who approaches meditation does so because they feel bad, this is an elementary clue, because if they felt good they would be out there living their lives and would not sit crossed legs for hours enduring excruciating uncomfortability trying to stop their thoughts

The Motivation: they have thoughts that they have realized they cannot control, and they don’t like them, they don’t like themselves within these thoughts, so they try to quiet their minds and by practice they delude themselves that ‘those nasty thoughts’ have gone away, but they did not, scratch a little and you’ll find them all, not one has gone, check for yourself and you will see

The Advertised Motivation: they say that they meditate to better themselves and  the world, this is not true, this is what they tell others so they won’t have to expose all the turmoil of their minds and feel belittled by how little control they really have over what goes on inside of them and all the terrible self judgement they try to cover up

The Evidence: the world is NOT getting better, they do not participate in reality so they don’t have to face this point, they don’t  watch the news, call people who try to point out numbers and facts ‘negative’ and with this very label they gain the right to not listen and feel self-righteous about why they do not, reality unfortunately doesn’t go away just by not looking at it, when you open your eyes reality is still there, facts and numbers are unchanged, only you have left for a while, check at the next landing and you will find everything totally unfazed. Meditation has no power on the physical reality, you may gain a better (fake) disposition that guarantees better (fake) relationships within the meditators world but that’s about it.

The Picture that represents meditation: I have chosen a picture to represent meditation, I found it interesting that most ‘meditation’ pictures are exactly like this one, a person in blissful isolation in paradise. The key word of meditation is I-SO-LAT-ION, and it is right, they are so late with the landing, the Earth needs all of us, no one should leave until we sort things out, not even, in fact especially not, in their blissful, deceiving minds.

I have seen all these points inside my self as well when I practiced positive thinking and Law of Attraction, I have been to gatherings across the world and saw always the same story, no one of us feels good all the time, it’s impossible, we were not designed this way, we are bi-polar in an energetic sense, each one of us through self investigation will be able to see the switches, how easy it is to flip from positivity to negativity and back, there is no stability within the mind and not ever a chance to get a constant consistent one, Stability is not of the Mind.

Meditation is just another self-serving tool to uplift oneself from the mess of this world, it’s a lift that takes the practitioners from the dungeons of their minds, up to the attic, but what is missed is that, no matter what one beliefs, preaches and tells others, nobody has yet left the building.

The building is Planet Earth, we are all in this together, no one can leave unless through death and guess what, whoo whoo, not even then.

Time to get real, check out a solution that will benefit All Humanity and All Living beings Equally. The mind has no solutions to offer, the solution is Here, within the physical, in the shared Breath of All where Equality and Oneness is already there waiting for us to catch up.

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2012: What has power over me ? My fear of the AfterLife

When I was a kid, the first Death I witnessed was the one of my great grandmother.

I was 5, it was the strangest thing because I had not heard about death prior to that moment and then one day, Death was in the house.

My great grandmother lived in what is the Italian equivalent of ‘the projects’ in America, at the time apartments were built with a common balcony that run around all apartments of the floor and then they shared one toilet in the corner of the common balcony.

When they installed the toilets inside the apartments, a few years before I was born, it was an event, the toilet just had the toilet bowl and the water of a hand-held shower run directly into a hole in the floor.

I remember washing myself inside a basin that was filled with water from the boiling pan in the kitchen/lounge, the apartment had 2 rooms, the kitchen lounge and the bedroom, inside that apartment, during the war, there had been up to 6 people sleeping, all in one bedroom with one double bed and a single bed.

In my money schizophrenic life, I had a grandmother that by the standard of the time, was rich, she lived inside an apartment with 2 bathrooms (where I am actually living at the moment), one huge living room (almost as big as my great grandmother apartment), one big terrace, 4 balconies, one master bedroom and one study room and a livable kitchen, big enough to fit a table.

I did not like to live in my great grandmother house during the week when my mum was working, I liked the comfort of my grandmother home and not the poverty that you could breath inside my great grandmother home.

When she died, as it was customary at the time since she died at home, she was left on the big bed for people to come and visit (?) and pay their respect and say one last goodbye.

I couldn’t get around this story of Death, to me it was obvious that she was now an empty box, whatever was that gave her Life had gone, but I could not understand where did it go.

My mum said she had gone to Heaven, nobody knew where heaven was, which for a kid is confusing, because we are just learning that when you go to a place you must know where it is, instead for what concerned heaven everyone was happy to just point at the sky and say ‘it’s up there’.

I wondered how could Heaven be held up by moving clouds and not be visible, not even in the night, they had to turn on some lights, right ? So why didn’t we see them, why couldn’t they wave or stay in touch, what a way to behave, going away like that, no notice, when you go somewhere you have a schedule, you say your goodbyes and make plans for when you will see each other again, you know when you are going to leave, instead Death had no schedule, one day you were Here and the next you were in Heaven.

My great grandmother was very religious, she went to mass in the morning, every morning, and dragged me along, I did not like the church at all, churches are cold and designed to inspire Fear, everything is huge, the columns, the arches, the paintings of bloody saints and martyrs, beheaded, hanged, it’s definitely not a happy place, churches in Italy are cold even in summer, and all the people sitting and saying the rosary were puzzling, each one started and went at their own pace, mumbling the Hail Mary in latin, if I were God I would have liked specific and unique words to highlight my wondrous creation, not a chorus of boring rosaries, but at the time there was the point of devotion, reciting the rosary was a show of devotion, usually dressed in black, with the head covered and kneeling down.

So, since I was already brainwashed into the Catholic tradition from kinder garden, I knew the requirements to go to Heaven, my great grandmother fit them all, no one was worried about her post-mortem destination.

Still, once they left me alone in the bedroom with the corpse, while they greeted the visiting guests for which there was food to share,  I tried to pull her up, the death thing as a definite was not clear to me, so I whispered to her to stop it, that people in the other room were sad and believing she was no longer here, please pull yourself up. I did not have the strength to pull her up completely, I managed a half sitting position with humongous effort, she was cold and heavy even though she was skinny and frail by the time she died,  and then that point of trying to lift up a very heavy empty box, I could not get over the impression of being around an empty body.

When they came in from the other room, they screamed and shouted, I dropped her down, then explanations followed from my mother about Death, trying to make me understand that when someone dies, they are no longer here.

They sent the casket, put her inside and we went down to follow the funeral, we walked behind the funeral car very slowly, many people had come to see the funeral as she was loved and respected and considered a ‘good devout woman’, my mother was crying, she had been raised by my great grandmother, I understood crying at funeral was appropriate and even demanded, but I could not cry and felt guilty about it, I wanted to feel as sad as my mum, for support,  I even tried to think about sad things with no success, death had not yet hit me personally  as something  sad.

I have seen other 2 corpses in my life, one a friend of my uncle and then my uncle, I have missed all the other deaths of the family due to living abroad, the other 2 corpses I have seen left me with the same feeling, empty boxes.

It was easy for me to believe in Life after death, in a place where all the boxes contents had gone, because I saw it with my own eyes, only the body was buried, the ‘inside’ was no longer there, must have gone somewhere, Heaven was plausible.

I had more troubles with Hell, at one point in my Life I accepted Hell was ‘living in separation from God’, I gave up the flames of hell for the belief in a metaphorical hell of our own creation, I still held on to the belief that God was benevolent, only in my teenage years I was angry and questioned God, but found no sounding boards in Italy and the feedback was always the same, we can’t understand the BIG plan, in the great scheme of things we are insignificant, God has a reason for everything, one day we will understand it all. I gave in, they all believed it and they loved me, it must be so then.

But honestly I embraced this belief because I feared it might not be so, and I had no other explanation that made any sense, around the age of 13 or 14 I discovered there were other religions, WHAT ?? How can there be other religions ? But they reassured me, they have not yet heard of Jesus, only our religion is RIGHT, and they will go to Hell for what they believe. That was another point I had against Hell, why people who had not been blessed like us Roman Catholics to hear about Jesus would have to go to Hell ? How can you be punished for NOT knowing ? Rome was far away from the Middle East, to take just one example, they could not hear the Sunday bells (and all the other days bells), how would they know ?

Many beliefs about the afterlife were weird, I settled for the New Age ones, We are God, I am a Light Worker, Namaste, I salute the divinity in You.

Then I moved to Asia. They believed  really weird stuff !! They believed in the Hungry Ghosts coming to take bodies on a special Month of the lunar calendar, they suggested to not let the kids into the water during that time, body snatching happened more easily inside the water; they believed the afterlife was just like here and that there were days when the doors of this world and the Other World were opened up and gifts could be sent through fire, so a whole industry of paper replicas had developed for the offerings to the Other World,

this included paper money, credit cards, plane tickets, clothes, shoes, houses, mansions, paper maids (and thanks God for that or they would have burnt the Filipino people for real to send them to their ancestors),

of course even in death offerings there was a gap between rich and poor, the poor ones could barely send a paper house, maybe a simple 2 rooms one, the rich ones could send a mansion designed by an architect, the offerings could cost anything from 2 USD dollars to 1000 USD,  they even believed that if you were disabled here you would be disabled There, so they made paper wheelchairs to burn on the offering days. They had many Gods and they bribed them regularly with paper money offerings, The Chinese especially were never hypocritical about Money, they had the God of Wealth at the entrance of every temple because if you were in a rush that was the God you wanted to find the closest, they would kow tow, touching their forehead to the floor, in front of the God, make an offering to the Temple, have the temple keeper bang the drums to let the God know you were there and had paid the entrance fee and then they would detail their request. They believed as well that Heaven was as deceitful as here and as Hell, so everything they sent over they sent it with the specific address tag “Miss Chan…. The Other World”.

This left a big impression on me, this lack of trust was a point that bothered me, if you don’t even trust the Gods because they are spiteful and evil, who can you trust ? What kind of fear did they live with ?

More or less same as mine 🙂

Once I was convinced about the fact that there was in fact nothing clear about the Afterlife, I started to wonder where was the truth, who knew it and why it was not disclosed. What happened to us in the afterlife ?

When I met Desteni and discovered they were channeling dead people, I was not one bit surprised, there they were, the surprise was about what they had to say, in fact it was a shock, such was the shock that as I said in some of my other posts I could not take in on board at the first encounter with Desteni, I fucked around for another 2 years, between Matrix Energetics, Russian teachings of Grabovoi, shamans, healers and then the day that I was clear about having exhausted my options in self fucking (we chatted with my buddy last night and I said, if there was a job for that “experienced self fucker” it would have to be mine !), with the tail between my leg I went back to Desteni and accepted the truth, Self as origin taking responsibility.

I still fear the afterlife, not like before though, now I fear that I will indeed still be there/Here and will have to face what I have not cleared within this lifetime and not the opposite, as Bernard said once, death as in deletion would be a point of Mercy, what I did not get yet is, will we have access to this Mercy, because we have created a merciless world to which we stand One and Equal, will we be Equal to Mercy by the time we cross over ?

Will we have got the point that this is our creation and everything is happening as a consequence of our separation from everything that exists or we will keep the self fucking going to the point of mercilessness ?

One of my good Italian friend that I have introduced to the EMS said to me about Equal Money, “we will have to see if we accept that we deserve such a system” ! And I saw this point clearly, we are abusing ourselves and the world as an outflow of our belief in deserved punishment of ourselves and others, as the score keeping of our demented minds that having forgotten the separation don’t forgive themselves and others as themselves, having for-gotten that there are no others !

This world is our Self Expression, One Self Expression, the sum of our debts, suppressions, fears, beliefs, ideas, yes, crashing, humbling, makes us weep, but we can stand up and let go the ledger as the illusion that is keeping this reality alive, it will take the dropping of our masks, and the dropping of our debts, I have started to drop my debts through Self Forgiveness, so there is one less bookkeeper in the world and we may embrace the solution as the point of Mercy for ourselves and the World, One and Equal.

Let’s correct ourselves now to leave behind a world of No Fear that can be enjoyed by everyone Equally as an expression of who we are as Life and not who we are as a surviving, competing, evil species that is leaving behind a wake of Death and Destruction. This is NOT who we are, time to wake up and review our Lives while alive to realign to Oneness and Equality and What is Best for All without having to wait for the Mercy of Death. Imagine the surprise to discover that the real Mercy was in the Physical, within the substance that was always Here standing One and Equal to everything that exists, while we fucked with ourselves in endless time loops in and as our Minds.

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2012: How I gave up Matrix Energetics to Stand up for Life

I was living on a tropical Island when I started to understand that the Matrix is Real, meaning we are living inside a system of information, the equivalent of a video game but Real.

I was coming from the teachings of Law of Attraction, another belief system I boarded on my trip to nothingness, so I still had a tail of teachings to get rid of about the overwhelming benevolence of the Universe.

I say those teachings are worth nothing and we should rid ourselves of all of them for the simple reason that they don’t work as a solution for All Humanity and even though I have deluded myself into believing that the Universe was benevolent and we came to this planet by choice and we wanted to experience everything and this is why everything was available, it’s hard for me now to believe that I bought into such crap, when I knew with absolute certainty I did not want to be born in Africa and starve, or be raped as a kid, or be born into violence, abuse or poverty, just for the fun of it.

So when I realized I was living inside a systematic reality, due to the observed  systematic behaviour of myself (and others)  that I was unable to change no matter what I tried, short of jumping on one foot and wearing a black cape at the same time, I looked for information on the web about who knew the Matrix was real.

The first people who seemed to have got it, of course, were computer geeks, as a computer geek you cannot but notice the systematic nature of reality, including asking yourself questions about the famous Fibonacci sequence/spyral, because if the Fibonacci sequence is at the base of everything and the universe is worked out on Mathematics, this reality is repeating itself and must be manufactured by someone for some reasons and we have just stepped onto the stage where we are all playing a part.

This was written by Shakespeare as well, in one sentence, Life is but a stage, but then the next question must be, who has written the play and why ?

The second people I found with truckloads of information on the Matrix up to the minutest detail was Desteni, but I got scared and decided I did not want to believe what they were saying, so I moved on looking for a Truth I liked and I could live and exist with.

This is how I found Matrix Energetics.

Matrix Energetics is a consciousness system, they advertise it this way, I was more or less aware by then that consciousness was the Creator of this reality and so were they, plus they offered to me the ability to hang on to my delusions about the benevolence of this Universe/Creator and I decided to sign up for their course in Miami.

A friend came with me, she too was going through some stuff on the tropical island where we both had ended up following a dream that we believed was our dream, just to find out one day that even the dream I had to live on a tropical island smoking pot all day, was not MY dream, I found a video by J.Jesus from the Desteni group that asked “do you dream about living on a tropical island smoking pot all day ?”, that created quite a crack inside me, but by that time I was already following Desteni closer and I had started to apply the tools they were teaching, fuck I didn’t even own a dream, talk about the illusion of possessions 🙂

Anyway, back to Matrix Energetics, we made it to Miami about 3 years ago, Matrix Energetics came out of ME, meaning literally ME/Dr. Bartlett, the “creator” of the system, another preprogrammed guy who had the ability to zap himself through astral planes and thought he could teach others what he was preprogrammed to do, which he could not, but he was (and I guess still is) extra clever and devised the perfect explanation.

I feel stupid now that I have to put it in writing because I believed it at the time and I can’t see how could I believe this, no I can see, I just explained it a few lines above, I wanted to believe it because the only alternative left for me was the plain no-sugar-coating truth of Desteni and I was not ready for it, so this is what he came up with, he said that no matter what happens after a session of Matrix Energetics, either one can see or have results, it doesn’t matter, we must just KNOW that a shift has occurred.

When I look at this sentence today I can translate it with a further explanatory note that fits the story better, if you can believe that no matter if you can see, experience or have a shift a shift has in fact taken place, than ‘anything goes’ and so please let me tell you about my purple polka dot squirrel that needs a kidney replacement for which I will indicate the ciphered bank account at the bottom of the page and you can proceed to deposit at your earliest convenience.

Because let’s be clear, Matrix Energetics is bloody expensive, you can check online the cost and I can say it almost rivals the Catholic teachings, selling the illusion of Heaven vs the Hell on Earth, because the rich will have to go through the Eye of the Needle while the poor, the starved, the battered, the raped can board the Heaven Express and take their eternal revenge on the ones that had fun here; Matrix Energetics teaches about an invisible wave, the wave of creation, that one can focus energy into an outcome and then collapse the wave using the two pointing technique, meaning uniting index and medium finger in a sort of imaginary wand, all properly invisible, just like Heaven.

Matrix Energetics sells air with a flair, because they are funny, I really enjoyed myself in Miami and then in San Francisco and then Seattle, pity they don’t have a full refund policy for the ones that wake up, just poorer, having Wizard status, but no Wizard powers and no way to get the money back.

As well I want to say that I’m sure they mean well, but they still ‘mean’, yeah ? And if Dr. Bartlett will put a hand on his conscience in Self Honesty, he, together with the Matrix Energetics believers and practitioners will have to ask themselves a few questions

  • why is he and his girlfriend Melissa looking sucked dry, like raisins, at such a young age ? Could it be their extensive participation in consciousness is sucking the Life out of them ? (Desteni explains this is how we die that’s why all the ones that die of ‘old age’ look like raisins or Demons, de-manned, less than man, sucked dry by consciousness that has we have accepted and allowed to replace Life)
  • why are they asking people to believe that a shift happens somewhere in the matrix when there is NO physical evidence of it ? And if a shift happens in a Universe with such evident abuse, who says it’s good for everyone, who says we are not just pulling the good side of the stick for ourselves leaving someone with the bad end of the stick ? And if they beLIEve this, could they please make the deposit for my purple Polka Dot squirrel as a testimony that we have Equality at least between each one of ours ‘anything goes’ fairy tales ?
  • why are they not considering the state of the physical reality where half of the world struggles and 1.2 billion people will die in 2012 of starvation and how can they reconcile their self-serving teachings with being ‘good people’ who want the best for Humanity?
  • why do they charge so much when they say they are teaching a tool to uplift Humanity but they must mean the rich ones only because the poor ones cannot pay between 150 to 300 dollars per session ? So are they meaning a tool to uplift Rich Humanity ? And why is there the need to Up-Lift in such a benevolent Universe ?
  • why do they use the term ‘wizard’ which is a manipulatory way to play on people’s desires for personal power and is encouraging Ego and specialness which is the reason why we cannot come together to do What is Best for All and sort out the planet for everybody ?

So, I was supposed to apply as a Certified Practitioner, I had bought myself that right and the certification was just a matter of time because for those that did not hear clearly, it doesn’t matter if a ‘shift’ happened, somewhere within the Matrix, a shift did happen, so I was just asked to write down a list of my experienced or imaginary shifts equivalent to a certain amounts of sessions (I think 60 or 30, I no longer have the manuals since I left them behind when I returned to reality) and I could get my certification.

I could charge up to 300 dollars per session, we have been through a ‘commercial training’ with a lady doctor who was charging that and was having a lot of success.

But Desteni was there in the back of my mind, Desteni had become my back chat :), rattling my chances for self dishonesty to the core and I did not go, could not go through with it. This is how I did not become a Matrix Energetics practitioner.

In summary, Matrix Energetics sells beliefs, they believe that if you believe and make someone believe (even though you can tell a client their belief is NOT required), someone will get better, and I have to agree, it’s the Matrix Energetics practitioners that get better, every day they practice they get richer, and isn’t this what is all about after all?

Give up your fake beliefs, get Real, join Desteni, it’s free, you’ll find the help you need to become Self Honest, to develop Self Trust, to learn how to become a responsible Human Being that cares for the World and for everyone Equally. We are coming together from all over the world to redesign a world system that will benefit All Equally, that will give access to the primary resource of Life on the planet at the moment, Money, because look at yourselves and have a reality check, are you practicing Matrix Energetics for free ? I rest my case !

Give up Self Interest for What is Best for All, you will lose only what is NOT real, you will give up nothing for everything, because when you stand as Life for Life you are working to become One and Equal to everything that exists, then you will no longer want to limit yourself to be just a mere wizard. The Magic is in and as Life. Stand up for Life !

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Politics: our only chance to Real Change

I have been looking at this point regarding my repulsion for Politics and why myself and all the people I have been talking to would rather not get involved in politics or even talk about it, I have done a bit of investigation to be able to see  what are my/our perceptions and ideas about it that end up keeping us away from the only tool that could in fact change the world to what we say we want and wish it to become.

I have to start with my own personal experience of politics, because I know nothing else, I was born and raised in Italy where we have 4 languages, informal, formal, political language and legal language.

For the last 2 we need interpreters and specialized people to translate what it is meant by a policy or a Law, because the language of politics and of the Law is in fact not designed to be understood by everyone, when I grew up I ended up believing this to be ‘normal’, it was customary to watch politicians on TV talk about stuff we could not understand, never being able to hear a ‘YES” or ‘NO’  answer because everything was always like the oddest relationship choice on Facebook ‘it’s complicated’.

The Truth of the matter is that it is actually NOT complicated, it’s made complicated so we may all come to believe that politics is something out of our reach, that it belongs to the ‘politically gifted’, the diplomats, who are able to make us believe something that we know it’s not true, so basically we have been rewarding the gift of the magical speech, the one that keeps all enthralled and spellbound to promises of changes that never come true.

Here I am going to list the most used words in politics, who by the way have no foundation in the reality applied by the elected once they get elected, these words are the equivalent of Abracadabra and Avada Kadavra, the latest Harry Potter’s version of the same, meaning “Murders Opponent” which in fact it does, as the only hearing these words leaves us dead on the floor unable to see through the lies and the emptiness of what is proposed, here they come : FREEDOM, CHANGE, CHOICE, JUSTICE, FAIR, FAIRNESS, HONESTY, RIGHTS, LOVE (this is a heavy-duty one, used only sparingly for maximum effect), check within yourself and you will see, you have automatically responded positively to every single one of this prompting. These words exist within ourselves as passwords, they unlock our good feelings of ‘Hope” and desires for “solutions” that we dream about ‘hoping’ someone else will get to work and realize them on our behalf.

So, I have discovered I was prompted by my cultural upbringing and later on by my own ideas of what politics is and ultimately my judgements of it as bad and ineffective kept me away from politics, it was incomprehensible, unattainable, despised (by myself and the ones who have come to believe they will never be able to access it in any way whatsoever) and ultimately useless.

So, due to my own (induced by the system and accepted and allowed by myself) judgements of politics I have cut myself out from the political arena, I have given up my right to say that this world as it is, it’s absolutely unacceptable, instead, I, together with many others, have taken the opposition role, we take to the streets, we demonstrate, we shout and scream, set ourselves on fire, shoot ourselves and others for a political agenda that cannot be heard because politics happens in the place where we have decided we don’t want to go, inside the political arena, where policy agendas are written and voted, where the weight of the majority rules and can overthrow the existing status quo.

So, we need to review our perception of politics, here are a few examples of things WE DO NOT KNOW ABOUT politics:

If we got together and proposed a new Public Policy with enough people to make it the majority of people, which means half of the people present + 1 this is what would happen:

Public policy is authoritative. It means that the government has the authority to formulate and implement the policy. Authority implies legitimacy, and capacity or power. The government, therefore, has the general permission of the electorate as well as the means of implementing the policies. Thus, it also has the authority to enforce adherence to the policies. For example, if legislation has been passed by Parliament, it can be enforced by the executive and civil service, such as the police. (Botha and Kotze 2003:6)

Public policy (domestic policies) is mostly concerned with the allocation of resources. It determines how resources are distributed in society. Therefore, it means that decisions are made to determine priorities. Under democratic conditions, it also implies that procedures are used to determine how the allocations will be made and that those procedures are transparent and open to groups outside the public sector to be used. In non-democratic situations it is confined to the public sector. (Botha and Kotze 2003:6)

Public policy is always limited by the scarcity of resources. It means that there are always more needs in society than the resources available to address them. Because of the scarcity, public policy is about determining priorities and about how best to achieve the policy goals of the party/government with the limited resources. It implies that policies should be evaluated or assessed to determine how successful they were in terms of achieving the policy goals. Policy analysis is therefore an integral part of public policy planning and evaluation. (Botha and Kotze 2003:7)

Thomas R Dye: Public policy is whatever governments choose to do or not to do. (Botha and Kotze 2003:7)

James E Anderson (1984:3) gives the following definition of policy and public policy: Policy is a “purposive course of action followed by an actor or set of actors in dealing with a problem or matter of concern” and “public policies are those policies developed by governmental bodies and officials’ Anderson (1984:3�5) highlights the following aspect of his description of public policy:

 Public policy should be based on law and should be authoritative. Government has the monopoly to legitimately use coercion for the enforcement of its policies. No private organisation has the authority to articulate its policies in the form of legislation or other sources of law. (Botha and Kotze 2003:8)

A state’s ability to take decisions and make policies for itself without external sanctioning or interference is the ultimate indication of a state’s sovereignty. That ability is no longer so absolute and a state’s control over its policies is therefore also curtailed. Tendencies that affect such a limitation are globalisation (especially market liberalisation spearheaded by the World Trade Organisation); increasing influence by social movements, NGOs and businesses in the public sphere; and regionalisation. (Botha and Kotze 2003:10)

So, in plain language, we could draft a public policy about a New Monetary system, an Equal Money System, , bring it forward and have it voted by the majority of the presents + 1, then we would have the right to enforce it on the rest of the ones that are yet still too brainwashed, too confused or in too much fear to see that we have no other solution that will bring about an effective lasting change than to realign to What is Best for All to stop All abuses. No one will be left behind from benefiting from such enforcing, yes it will take some adjusting, some that have been extensively and unrelentingly benefiting from the inequality of the system might kick and scream a little but that is not important or relevant to the fact that a change is needed for What is Best for All and every single one on the planet will be helped to reeducate themselves to come to see this point through dropping our humongous Egos that exists in and as self-interest and correct ourselves into What is Best for All.

So, we suggest to stop the divisions which are planned by the current system to make sure we may never realize where is the Real Power and how to access it, stop Occupying, stop demonstrating, realize that since we are all part of the problem, and hence the problem itself, we can and must be part of the solution.

Politics is not evil, we are, we are the ones that closed our eyes to what was going on, so we can start our correction by standing up and seeing that this change requires DOING and not opposing the doing of others which is what we do when we demonstrate and sit in and as an imaginary opposition stance without an agenda for real Change.

Bernard Poolman said :  The brainwashing of potential voters into a form of conspiracy madness play into the hand of the elite. It is in the elites interest to fund such groups to capture and direct the young minds and make sure they never get to politics and as they get older, they will give up and work at Walmart for survival

Get it ?

This is how we have given up our lives to the system, so we now stop conspiracy theories to prove it’s others doing something wrong and not us NOT doing what is right and what is best for all, instead we start to educate ourselves about Politics, what will entail to draft a Public Policy and bring it forward, what will it mean for each one of us to become prospect members of the new system we are drafting, how we are planning to give up our own greed, competition and self interest for What is Best for All and then under this one principle we Unite and make it Happen.

Equal Money is ready, the solution is Here, it just needs us to spread it and be the solution itself to start changing the system from inside, as each piece as One and Equal, goes through its own personal realignment to Oneness and Equality until the change has and will be manifested outside into the All Giving Equal Money System, because when we stop the for-getting we can start the for-giving to All, One and Equal to Life itself and everything that is Here.

The tools are available for All for free if you cannot yet spare the Money to support yourself and the system change

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