I have experienced 2 moments of Shame in 24 hours regarding supporting an Equal Money System.
The first was when I made a post on a Thread that I know was posted by a guy who understands this system and the problems we face and was suggesting Fascism as the solution to the World, due to Human Nature and the fact that people will have to be ‘forced’ into doing what is best for the community above the need/desires of the individual, which in fact are only imaginary programmed needs by a system that produces the delusion of Individualism to promote the sales of goods to the ‘original ones’ the ones that believe to be ‘not like anyone else’ (haha), another guy who has worked for Banks and knows economy inside out made a comment to say that he was entitled to his opinion but he didn’t see Fascism as the way to go and I posted about Equal Money; the guy who posted the original message replied that ‘yes there are some good points about Equal Money, but he doesn’t like the Cult side of it or the Metaphysical gibberish’ -in essence-, the other economist liked his comment and I felt ashamed and didn’t reply, the point that a cult brainwashes you and doesn’t un-brainwash you seems to not hold any consequential realization in people who have formed this opinion about Desteni in their Minds, the other points I will address further down the line.
Later in the day I met with my ex husband and when we moved our chat onto Equal Money he pointed out a few things, the first is that he sees no way to bring about a new system without much blood shedding, this can be due to the fact that he has a French background and that the French are especially ‘historically’ aware of the consequences of a revolution, no matter what originally drove it, as in good intentions and a desire for a fairer more Equal society can sometime turn into much blood shed, and the best man like Robespierre into a blood seeking revolutionary as a defender of an ‘ideal’.
The second point was that he cannot see ‘practically how this world can be managed by 4 -6 years of work, now this was not a point to ‘challenge my beliefs or opinions’ about Equal Money it was a management point, which I saw myself evaluate as a Project, in fact as any other project I would manage in which I would account for man-power in terms of TIME, because this is how we have learnt so far Project management, we estimate a timeline of events and then the Time needed to realize it to calculate both the manpower and the investment required. Yet none of us has in fact any of the required parameters to make this calculation, because
- we have no timeline to walk for the events that shall unfold, hence one of the required parameters for this calculation is missing
- we have no clue about what is really redundant, unnecessary or just simply manufactured to keep the system going within cycles of planned obsolescence or what will we be able to do without and what will we use more efficiently that now, hence we don’t know WHAT we will be required to do to make this world work once all the parameters are reset, bar from seeing already that we will need to manage and distribute the planet resources the production and distribution of energy and water and the management of waste
- food production will be localized within the community life that will be set up but we have no clear clues as of yet about how this point will unfold
- technology and how to drive innovation without a reward system and ‘healthy competition’ if any such thing even exists and how to move the ‘drive’ we now have to improve technology in a ‘drive-less’ world such as a carrot-less management system
So, as we are guesstimating what is ludicrous within our world system in terms of production that we may certainly do without, we are at this stage guesstimating everything else about a world that is not Here yet and so debating the point of HOW and the TIME required or the timeline or the lack of them to prove a point of UN-doability, is just an excuse to not get engaged, because experience will be required to be efficient in these new tasks and we will have to build that by doing it, because all manuals about ‘how to do’ something have been written after the ‘something’ was done, a few miss-takes in process were taken into account and corrected and the required ‘how to’ were refined into ‘this is the best way to do this task, trust me’
And yet I felt ashamed when he brought up these points, like I am stupid for NOT seeing the ‘truth about reality’ and I have to feel ashamed because I don’t have the whole picture yet, no project can be ‘sold’ without all pieces in place, and what we understand so far about projects is just this, ‘can I sell it?’ and this can be from both the point of finding investors and the point of con-vincing someone that this is the way to do something and please support my project.
So the point of shame arose from ‘I don’t have the whole picture’ and ‘he is making good points about it’
But let’s review both instances out of the box for a moment
two Economists chat about the troubles of the world which means
- troubles are clear to them – a step ahead from those who do not see the troubles yet of abusing a world and its resources within a Profit Driven economic system that in no way is keeping into account sustainability or the speed at which the world can provide or recover what we take from it
- apparently seeking solutions
- dismissing Equal Money because we can only go for something we have already tried out, for example Fascism, and make the few adjustments required to make it work better, we can see how this mental process is exactly like writing a Manual, so we seek a process ‘that has already taken place’ and make adjustments within our Mind to set the new agreed SOP (Standard Operating Procedures).
- last, we are not ‘selling’ this project, anyone who doesn’t see the need for change that will have to include US as The Change, is either kidding themselves or just passing papers so as to no be told ‘do something about it!’ which may include having to change himself/herself and the fact that when we do get access to Money, strangely enough, we seek for theories, groups, philosophies that confirm that ‘It is OK to make Money, it’s Noble, it’s a Proof that God/ The Universe loves me, have done good, have good Karma, even when we can see clearly what we had to do to get the money and keep it, as investing in developing countries, or speculate on whichever market offered the speculation, meaning and including anything even the gambling on food stocks which are leaving whole regions in the world paralyzed and starving, and yet we cruise through the world, never making the connection between ‘my actions’ and the world, spreading stories like ‘The Butterfly effect’ and believing it only happens to a butterfly, that it is her fluttering of wings that creates hurricanes on the other side of the world, but No, it is not Me trading and buying stock of starving people and economies ever impacting anything, MOI?!? NOOO, it’s not me supporting a system of abuse, in every way I find, that is contributing to keep this system in place, because look I have GOD on my side, I pray, I thank the Universe, I am a Positive Thinker/Doer, don’t hint anything else, I want my PEACE/PIECE, fuck off you Equality People, we are NOT Equals (I have WORKED HARD for MY Money!!)
But isn’t this just brainwashing in action? The Fact that we believe we are NOT allowed to design a NEW System, to review what went terribly wrong and write a new Economics, we are NOT allowed to face the fact that NOTHING worked so far, doesn’t THAT reek of brainwashing and limitation? We insist in trying to fix a flopped souffle, once you fucked it up it will never rise again, there is just no way, the ingredients were wrong, the process was faulty, you can try as many times as you want but if you insist to put rotten eggs in a souffle you will have a rotten souffle.
So, common sense would dictate that, since we have explored all variations in politics, the left, the centre, the right, NONE of which worked, there must be a problem with the ingredients, if we always had a rotten result, we really, truly, need to check the main ingredient, the eggs.
WE are the Eggs, far from rising to the occasion, taking to the streets demanding that the 1% that have a clue about how this whole system works give us a slice of it, hellooo, isn’t ANYONE seeing the absurdity of it? 99% of the People demanding that 1% change themselves because THEY are the problem? So where is the wholesome logic and common sense everyone is always throwing in the face of those supporting Equal Money as both a system change and a required indivisible individual change, because the system MUST be made by us, We are the 99% of the world, so where is the system as 100%, when you split it in 99 and 1, who would have to be required to change, and yet we focus on the 1% that won’t do this and that, won’t give up the power we have conveniently invested them with, so we wouldn’t have to become Self responsible, check out this mess and tell each other ‘no one leaves the room until we have tidied up the mess, there will be no playing until we first do what we need to do’. Isn’t this what we tell children? And yet we feel justified to fuck off to Mars, to hold Olympic Games in the face of a starving world spending millions building Cauldrons and fireworks to show off how Magic We Are and How More/Bigger/Better than Others we are, showing off our Pompous Useless National pride, and we justify what we do, because we have always done this and then attack a group that says, “but we can Change” and call Them brainwashed and cultish, yes that makes perfect sense.
SO, is Equal Money defensible within the parameters of what we call Logic and Pragmatism? Hell NO.
We cannot defend the fact that we don’t have all pieces in place yet, to ‘prove’ that we are right, and we cannot defend the fact that there is a Portal that everyone can check out that is reconnecting all the missing pieces of existence, we cannot defend WHY a Portal opened to give us a fucking clue about what is it that we are Not Getting, because really, we should have gotten it by now, we are the rotten pieces of this souffle, and justifying the rottenness through Human Nature and having to accept who we are is a cop-out, it is what has in fact NOT changed the world so far, there will never be a dictator strong enough to hold everything in place, we tried that, and there will never be excuses we won’t be able to find to why we are NOT required to Change check us out, we are still full-time busy with this task and becoming ever more creative as we go.
But when we do, please, leave Equal Money out of the Equation, so that You too, when all else fails, will know where to turn and what to consider, the door will be open to join in, if only you refrain from fucking up the solution for yourself through your make up beliefs and limitations on why things are the way they are ‘out there’, not putting Yourself as part of The Problem just because you preach the “LOGIC of the System” to show WHY Equal Money will never work. Stop.
Equal Money is a system to establish a Life support on the Planet for all Equally and give ourselves and others the time to unfuck up, because the only ones that don’t get that we are the 99% it’s US, the system does and it designs entertainment and gimmicks with the specific purpose to distract us from the Matter at Hands, it tires us out with long hours of work so that when we come home we just want to crash on a couch and maybe drink or do drugs, so we may forget the sorry existence we live in, because if we did wake up to the Power and responsibility we hold, we would be a force to be reckoned with and a New World could not be stopped by anyone from manifesting for what is Best for All
So, I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel ashamed for standing up for a world that is best for All, for a system of Equals, where Life is honored and we can stop fearing each other as the psychopaths we have become
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel stupid and clueless because I lack the parameters to properly estimate ‘what will it take’ to make this real, as I see realize and understand, no one has a fucking clue, and that if we in support of a New System don’t, the ones opposing Equal Money do not either and then the point becomes WHY are we not all standing together and walking this correction to find out, to Find the parameters as we walk to build this world that is required to be born out of the ashes of everything that has ever existed, because a system that leaves 1/3 of the world out in the cold is an abomination and our excusing it makes us a part and Equal to the Abomination and the Crimes against Life that are committed every day, and so We are the murderers, the soldiers, the war criminals, the rapists, the slave masters, the psychopaths of an existence that when we don’t defend we tolerate because it is working FOR ME.
And if you don’t get it, listen to Existence Talk at Eqafe, and get a fucking clue, because a Snail gets it and can tell you how You/WE are out of tune with Existence, an Owl can tell you how our separation is causing harm to the animal kingdom, an Elephant can give you parenting lessons and explain what it means to care for All as Equals, the dead will tell you what they didn’t get when they were alive and what needs to be done, and the consistency of the message of Equality and Oneness and on how we are missing out on Life, as we take useless Mind trips for self-gratification into our Self Delusions, is clear for all.
At Desteni we too can write, read/have read books, went to school, had a life, worked the system, have been married, engaged, had children, we are not aliens, we just heard the message, it’s there for everyone to access it, you will need to humble yourself to Existence or your Ego will stand in the way, telling you that you are MORE than a Snail, even when a snail can show us in CLEAR words how WE are NOT and if anything WE are less than the Animal Kingdom and the rest of Existence, that moves in tune with Each Other, understanding that nothing is separate and All is One sharing the exact same substance of/as Life and that if a snail can prove we have no fucking clue and are the most clueless creature in existence, who is then brainwashed to NOT SEE and not HEAR and not question this reality as a whole?
Imagine this, we live inside a body system that lives in Equality and Oneness, caring for each part of the whole, giving what is required for the whole to thrive at all times, never questioning, judging, never separating in useless religions or opinions, it just gets the job done, and YET we can’t SEE the way ahead, now please ask yourself WHAT more should Existence have done for you/us that place you/us inside a schooling system, we live IN IT, AS IT and so what did we do? We denied the Physical, we insisted that the Physical is in fact NOT REAL, AND made up Gods, stories, Religions, Belief System, anything that we could use to NOT face the Physical and what is showing us, the all consuming tragedy or Our separation and how we need to change our starting point and stop saying that we are just crossing through, that will be here for a moment and then on to Eternal Life, spreading our Lies, teaching them to children, enforcing beliefs for which we have never had an absolute commonly shared consistent feedback, and now that we do, we deny the Portal prior to an unbiased investigation and renounce its inestimable teachings. Because we are Insane.
This world is staring us in the Face as Our Creation for a reality Check, why do we keep looking away?
Breathe, come back Here and become part of the Solution, we all know this World is rotten and rotting away, let’s face it, let’s sort this out, let’s clean up the mess and then we can all go out and PLAY and discover the wonders of the Physical Existence – that we are at the moment busybusy annihilating- as One as Equals.